An obsessed fan of American Idol star Paula Abdul, Paula Goodspeed had her first name legally changed to that of her hero. Goodspeed killed herself by overdosing on drugs in her car outside Abdul’s Sherman Oaks home in Nov. 2008.

Are you kidding me?

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